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Sometimes I make stuff but most of the time I don't to be honest. I'm interested in many topics, some of them reflected on this website, music, photography, literature, design, and talking nonsense. This page is my excuse to force myself to do more bc I have the impression that if I have a place to post stuff, it somehow makes it more real? Anyways. 24yo / bsas:arg / (he/him).

A veces hago cosas, pero por lo general no. Estoy interesado en muchos temas, algunos de los cuales se reflejan en esta página: música, fotografía, literatura, diseño y hablar boludeces. Esta página es mi excusa para obligarme a crear más cosas porque tengo la impresión de que si tengo un lugar para POSTEARLAS, de alguna manera las hace más reales. Anyways, 24añ / bsas:arg / (él/lo).

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CURRENTLY THINKING: MMM PENSANDO: I removed my last writing bit because it was a bit icky, sorry !!. * LAST UPDATE: 23/04/2025 * Borré mi último escrito porque era una poronga !!. * ULTIMA ACTUALIZACION: 23/04/2025 *
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blog / Maybe my guitar is just like me (2025) blog / Quizás mi guitarra es como yo (2025)

About guitars, personalities and Mei Semones, apparently.

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journal / 23-04-2025 diario / 23-04-2025

I've been on a depressive pit for the last ten days or so. I'm getting better slowly although due to no particular effort of my own to get back up. I think I've settled on my circumstances and this feeling started to blur away slightly. It mostly started due to my struggle trying to write songs, be creative, and re-think projects... Also, a lot of memories from past times have been haunting me for some time now. They are all good memories, but putting them in perspective and figuring out just how long ago they took place and also thinking about how they represented an oasis in a rather dire time... I don't know, they get me down. Having said this, Monday was good. I often complain about feeling like time is not enough to do everything I want, but then on Monday I somehow manage to take a nap, write the skeleton of a song, play some Night in the Woods, watch some anime, and go to bed early. Sort of felt like that TikTok that talks about doing all your hobbies at the same time, but it was good, I ended up feeling well.

Tuesday was a bit odd. I went to pick up my guitar which was left for maintenance. But on my way back home I started to feel a bit ill so I got home and crashed on the couch, then fell asleep. Had to do some chores around the house while my girlfriend was at uni. I DID manage to watch an episode of the Shoushimin Series !! The first season I mean. I wanted to watch it due to it being from the same author as Hyouka (my favourite anime of all time). I wouldn't have heard of it had it not been mentioned by a YouTuber I used to watch yeaars ago. I went back to him because of my desire to be involved in seasonal anime again. He mentioned the second season of this show which is currently coming out, He also said the finale for the first season was not very appealing to him, I don't really know why that might have been, but I guess I'll see it for myself. Some comments on the web I was watching it on, said the anime was trash but I mean.. a lot of people say the same about Hyouka.

That was the last series I wanted to add to my watchlist. So currently I'm watching: the Shoushimin Series, Kowloon Generic Romance, Lazarus, Yaiba aaand !! the latest entry to the Black Butler series. Now, about this one, I wasn't aware of the length of the series. The character designs seemed really familiar and it wasn't until I googled it that I figured out it was the black butler series. I haven't watched any of the previous seasons, but I might if this one gets me hooked. I do not want to go back to watch them now since the current arc seems interesting and I want to get my feelings straight with this one to then go back if I'm interested.

To finish this entry: There's a fanzine that got a first issue published a couple of years ago and I loved it. It's by a guy who sets up this punk anime convention. He made a call for people to submit whatever they wanted to be published in the second issue of this zine, and I've been trying to get some text written to send. I'd very much like to be part of it. I'm thinking about writing a column about the disappearance of online community-building spaces. I already have a draft written, which needs to be polished. We'll see how it goes.

PS: I cannot stop listening to Mei Semones, she's so kind for putting a new album out for my birthday, there was not need Mei, but thank you nonetheless!

blog / where is my mind this autumn? (2025) blog / dónde está mi mente este otoño? (2025)

Autumn has been in for a month already, wow.

I don’t think anybody really reads this, but if you do, and if you have somehow also managed to read through my journal on this site, (thank your time by the way) it’s probably evident how everchanging is my constant losing battle against my life’s disorganization.

This blog entry is partly another chapter of that, and hopefully a bit of something else.

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